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« Reply #80 on Jan 28, 2006, 7:26pm » | |
aww,i love you faith.
but seriously tho, i feel so out of place-coz youre wayyy better than me.
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« Reply #81 on Feb 5, 2006, 2:38pm » | |
Running off the scene:
i cant breathe. as you walk over to me. my heart is heavy, my palms are sweaty.seems like its that moment of truth. im not sure how to break all this to you. theres a bomb ticking inside my head. and right now i might go off. look at yourself now. you give it all away. there you go, running off the scene. tell me what you mean. tell me what you want. i would give up myself for you. dont you run away. dont leav me bleeding. everythings going black. its raining in my mind today. the bomb? its gone. along with you. because you hated it here so much. just let it go! my heart is broken now since your lies and disception fillede my veins. my very soul. making my heart run cold in every circulation. there you go. breaking for the door. frantically searching for some way out. there you go speeding cross the floor. looking for the open door. there you go running off the scene. my eyes well with tears, as i watch you leave. because you dont care. you never cared. youre to weak to even try.... well there you go. because it makes you happy.
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« Reply #82 on Feb 26, 2006, 11:21pm » | |
COME ALONG:
i wish you were here.
to see me.
see how far ive come.
since the last time you and i last spoke.
i wish you were here to tell me...
how things are going.
and how youve come along...
along these empty streets.
these dully lit sidewalks.
where people walk.
and where wed talk,
about the harder days.
i wish you, could be here.
to tell me all the things youve done.
to tell me all the things youve seen.
i wish you,
Were here.
to make it feel like these were the,
better days.
to make me,
relize..
how bad i really missed you.
and now i hardly notice.
how long weve been apart.
and how far...
youve come along...
along these empty streets.
these dully lit sidewalks.
where people walk.
and where wed talk,
about these the full pledged lies.
now i see...
and now i finally notice.
how much you mean to me.
and how far....
youve come.
just to be here.
well youre here now.
and now...
these harder days dont seem so bad,
when you come along....
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« Reply #83 on Mar 7, 2006, 4:29am » | |
FUCKING LIES:
ive been waiting for too long.
im sick of wanting more.
im tired of wishing youd notice.
ill pour out all my thoughts with ink,
so you read across this page,
noticing every change of character.
i swear to you,
i wont write one more love song,
one more heart breaking rhyme,
this is the last fucking time,
i let you get inside my head,
this is,
the last time you cross my mind.
im so tired of pretend ing that i have these fake inspiartions,
so fed up with masking every emotion,
every fucking expression,
only because i want to be alone,
i dont want your charity.
i dont need your advice,
i swear it,
this will be the last time,
that i feel anything for you,
no more hatred,
no more thoughts,
i refuse to think it,
you dont deserve my time,
youre to distorted for MY mind,
so now im saying goodbye to you,
and all your fucking lies,
youre now forever out of my life
900th post!bitch! 
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« Reply #84 on Mar 18, 2006, 8:49pm » | |
just pretend...
evrything started out okay.
til that moment you decided to hate me.
i wont lie.
im tired of just pretending that everythings alright.
maybe memories will kill todays heart ache.
maybe misery will drown me in sorrow.
you can stop now.
i know what youre saying behind my back all the time.
im tired of pretending that everythings alright.
because its not alright.
alright?
its not alright-- to throw me aside.
i wanted to be apart of your life.
i wont stand by.
maybe memories will kill todays heart ache.
maybe misery will drown all the pain.
maybe youll relize how badly im hurting.
i know you dont care.
no, no.
know you dont care-- about me anymore.
i hate you for this.
i hate the way misery drowns the heart ache.
it wont go away.
i hate you for this.
maybe memories will become something more.
maybe misery is only for a while.
turn out the lights.
i dont want you to see me when im in this much pain.
just a piece of the puzzle.
nothing more than the dirt you walk over.
i hate you for this feeling.
i wont pretend.
i should have ended this when i first knew you only lov'd me for awhile.
it was such a short while...
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« Reply #85 on Mar 19, 2006, 1:50am » | |
one word....TALENT 
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« Reply #86 on Apr 5, 2006, 8:51am » | |
Oh my God!! Kristen... you'd better publish and send me a fucking book dude these poems are fucking awesome
DA shiznit Nizzle!!
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« Reply #87 on Apr 15, 2006, 3:21am » | |
Oh Darling... You're So Overrated.
theres no way in hell,
to undo the things you said to me,
its not much as to what you said,
it was the way you spoke it,
you tore me down,
line,
by line.
im tired of running around this particular issue,
waiting,
wondering if youll change your mind,
hoping youll come back.
maybe not,
maybe so,
i wont be here when you come crawling back,
i wont be your SOMETIMES SLUT,
im so fucking sick of you using me.
well darling,
you see,
ive changed my mind,
i dont want you back,
youre not all that great,
and youre nothing but a heartache,
and if this was love,
it clearly wasnt worth my time.
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« Reply #88 on Apr 18, 2006, 11:07pm » | |
Mirror Images
stare into this mirror
see who you really are
no more faking,
or pretending
theres nothing more to hide
tear down these walls
i wont lock myself inside anymore
i want the outside world
i just want to have some feeling
maybe pain
maybe love
maybe hope
maybe fears...
anything to notice my exsistance
im so tired of holding back
so sick of standing on the sidelines
i want to break down
kicking and screaming
i need to let this out somehow.
this mirror doesnt lie
and i hate it
i hate the truth
look what you did now
look what youve become
youve broken the rules yet again
the fall
youre self pity
this mirror doesnt deserve to break
it shouldnt be shut up
all you need is some healing time
a time-out
some space to breathe
no more lies
no longer hiding
itll be okay
i just dont want any more devistation
thats it you win
ill play by the rules
ill stay in the game
but only for awhile, okay?
maybe love
maybe pain
ive nothing to gain
just a push and a shove
some tears
some strain
here we go again on this crazy train
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« Reply #89 on Apr 30, 2006, 2:17am » | |
this city is coming down
you label me, you criticise
you flaunt your vanity like theres no end
there you go, waving your money,
because all you do is spend spend spend
as if you have the right to pass your judgement
im at fault for being me...
because i wont bend with your conformity
well doll me up,
break out all the rage
because tonight this city is coming down.
you dont know what youre walking into
dont be so afraid
i only rock like hell
tearing up the sidewalks
stifleling your hatred
ill take your clique head on
youre narrow minded
and overrated
youre nothing but a shallow story
nothing but a machine
maybe its just me..
but where the hell is your individuality?
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« Reply #90 on May 9, 2006, 10:28pm » | |
hazardous to your health
a years gone by
and everything has changed
now youre coming back like nothing has happened
and you dont seem to relize how you tore me apart
you said that you cared
we WERE such good friends
until you decided
you were so much higher than me
here we go running round again
here you come crawling back
just like i said you would
hey you over there...
do you even notice?
do you even know what youve done?
i want to hate you so badly
you were always there to turn to
do you know what its like
to have somebody one day
and to have them hate you the next?
you shuved me to the ground
and told me i had nothing left
you told me i was fucking NOTHING!
what do you say
now that youve destroyed me?
we have nothing left
i dont need you
i fucking hate you
oh here you come
crawling back
pretend that nothing happened
as if thatll help
havent we both had enough?
im calling it quits
because you didnt try
frankly, you didnt care
you destroyed any trace of hope i had left
are you diseased?
to think that i need you
i used to depend on you
but since you ruined
everything
we worked so hard to build
i learned to rely on myself
well im getting along
just fine
without you
im fine
im okay
but now theres you
standing in my way
maybe ill just throw you aside
brush you off my sholder
youre nothing to me
well ive gotten older
im that much stronger
so long to you and your
twisted
tongue
because all you do is
drag me down
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« Reply #91 on May 9, 2006, 10:29pm » | |
clash performance
i hate this feeling.
this unwelcomed vibe.
(let me fade away, i just want to slip away)
im so tired of pretending
that im okay
(i want to die, this isnt right)
and every second lasts forever
(its way too long, time just wont pass)
no ones there
to pretend to care
(lie to me, please lie to me)
i wish i could say im fine
to say im getting better
im taking life as if its a stage
im an actor, a dramatic
(im a fake)
this painted on grin only lasts so long
its faded now
but no one seems to notice
(no one ever sees me)
i want to feel a blood rush
to feel alive
anything please
(im dying, i feel no reason)
reason to live
along these faketicious guide lines
i hate masking my pain
(im going nowhere)
im going to break down
someone please take notice
i dont want to be believable
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« Reply #92 on May 18, 2006, 11:06pm » | |
no ones on the recieving end
it started out as nothing
it started out just fine
but i guess you dont care enough
so say "hi"
when you walk by
ill keep my head down
i dont want any troubel
i dont want to be loud to be noticed
we never talk
you never notice
i dont want to scream
for your attention
am i asking too much of you
why is this falling apart
your ignorance
is shooting off the chart
is it too late to
ask you why..
whats the reason
you rocket by
you never cared for me
all i get is a quick glance
we never talk
you never notice
i dont want to scream
for your attention
im chasing someone who doesnt
want me
who doesnt know me
who doesnt see me
why do i even bother?
im so stupid
i fret and i whine
because i wont take a chance
we never talk
you never notice
i dont want to scream
for your attention
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« Reply #93 on May 24, 2006, 10:22pm » | |
rain that kills
theyre all inside
getting along just fine
let me drown
out in the rain
my world is
crashing down
and im aching
with pain
im going to run away
i wont look back
im so tired
im done pretending
that everything is perfect
eat my dust
breaking away
is a must
let me bleed
let me mutilate
you dont build me
i would rather die
than fake my happiness
theyre all inside
getting along just fine
let me drown
out in the rain
my world is
crashing down
and im aching
with pain
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